It's Me Kelest

Heavy Rain

2007-04-14T13:12:00.000+08:00

Went to meet Ah Ger n Jason for lunch at jurong west st 91. Juz when i step out of the house rain started pouring n its very heavy rain. So i got no choice since i alrdy told ah ger i'm meeting her so have to meet her. Called for a cab went to pick them up at st 93 then we go lunch. Halfway through our lunch it starts to rain heavily, no choice again have to wait for the rain to stop coz baby jannon is with us. Its a long wait so in the end we bought umbrella n walk to the bus stop n got a cab bk to ah ger's house.
Ah ger is so funny when i throw a fat from the char siew into my bowl she yell at me saying why u dun give me? I was puzzled so i asked her u wan the fat? She says," no i wan the mien fen gao!" I was like hey there is only about 4 pieces left lor. She says," i wan mah" so i ask her to order another bowl she says order another bowl will be too much liao lol. We had a good laugh.
Back at her place pinky which is her dog made a mess of herself n got a beating n a bath. Not long after we reach D.J called she wans me to help her look after her kids so i asked her to bring them overto Ah Ger's place. Later then i will bring them bk to W.C with me.

PINK VAIO !!!

2007-04-13T01:48:00.002+08:00

Bought my pink viao today! I'm so happy i've been wanting to get it for so long now i finally got it haha. One thing i dun like about it is that its using window vista i still prefer xp. Now i have to do all the setting n install the programs i wan. Kind of tiring for me coz im very lazy how i wish help woud come lol.

2007-03-25T03:40:00.000+08:00

Today is a sad day had a fight with my younger sis regarding her camera. She lost her camera the other day while accompanying me to my ut. So she called me up n check with me to see if her camera is with me. I told her no n i told her that i put it in her bag for her at Bugis but she couldn't find it. She was saying things like what i dun remember u tell ing me u brought my camera out n out it in my bag for me. So i flare up too as she is not talking in a good tone i told her again clearly that i put it in her bag n know wat she asked me to do die n hung up my phone!!! I was so pissed tat i call her up n guess wat she answered n juz shouts go die go die n hang up!!!!! Lolz i faint liao coz of anger. Later her hubby answer although he talks nicely to me but i was there shouting over the phone sorry jason u r caught between us. The thing that makes pissed me off most is that i was being nice thought she left her camera at mom's place so as im meeting her i bring it out for her coz she loves to take photos for baby jannon. Dont want her to missed out the cute moments of baby jannon's growing stage, but instead she blame me for causing the lost of the camera. Well everything must have a ending after cooling down we apologise to each other n everything is well again! We work together to trace back our steps to see if we might have misplaced it at home instead. But sadly no the camera is lost and gone forever.
Its ok jess birthday is coming so maybe i will get a new camera for her if she haven got one by that time. Well although im not the one who lost the camera i feel tat im partly responsible too coz im the last one who seen the camera if i didnt bring it to her that day it wont be lost!!!

Boring life

2007-03-22T02:35:00.000+08:00

Spending time has never been easy especially when i have to be out of the house! Its a everyday thing for working ppl but finding a place to go n planning a trip is not easy on a weekday when everyone else is working! Who would have the time to accompany me to roam about? Hectic lifes for everyone EXCEPT ME!!!

Shopping Day

2007-03-19T16:05:00.000+08:00

Juz the same normal shopping day at Jurong Point. Mom & Jess bought a beautiful pram for baby Jannon a pink one which is really very nice. For me i bought undergarments haha spent over $400 on them omg. i'm spending like there is no tomorrow got to control abit. this month i really spend tooo much. Hmm so sian tomorrow have counselling have to wake up early so tonight cant stay up too late. How i hope i dun have to go for this stupid counselling!!!!

Im Back!!!!!!!!!

2007-03-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hi friends its been a long time since i post so now im going to start posting again.

When Will..

2006-11-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

When will the feeling ever go away...the feeling of standing all alone in this place without u..without ur heart...without ur voice..without ur love...when will it go away and give mi the pen back..i'm crumbling...down down down...down...i wanna hide away from the world that saw my lonely face..i wanna walk away from the darkness..look for the light...60 letters...i'm not writing 5lines everytime i pick up the pen..i wrote 50lines...i scribble my heart out...i searched my heart out..i empty my heart out...all into pieces of papers and threads and threads of ink..how could this be mi...my writing...my letters..i wrote lines after lines...silence answered my letters..pity sounded in my ears...emptiness filled my heart...how do i carry this pen..this pen that didn't cared about anything but writing...now that tears fill this ink..i'm writing in the air...my answer will come...my answer will come..i hanged on for long with no reaction but juz a thanks...is it what a reaction will be knowing that someone wrote so much for u...but u have no idea y did he do it...no friend does this..no friend holds such a pen for a friendship...do u hear mi...this pen has lied down to fade in in silence...my answer will come...

Busy Busy...

2006-11-08T08:26:00.000+08:00

Today is an important day..hahaa..okie..maybe not from others viewpoint...but to mi it's realli importaqnt enough...i'm going to be busy for the rest of the day in my workplace...but still dear's visit is on today...i dreamt that dear's visit is coming to onli once every 3 weeks..and i realli realli did dream of it..not any of my thoughts..and looks like i'm going to have to wait longer before i can hear about her..but i know i'm already prepared to write my letters everyday even if have to wait longer and longer..and it's still a little new to mi after 2months..but i can write a little more myself-ly now..if dear was not spending her time in the drc now...i'll probably be calling her everyday and smsing her as and when i wanted and when i thought about her..she'll be juz a phone call or juz an sms her away...and i could juz tell her how much i missed her today..at that very moment..but now i can onli write letters..i can onli tell her how i feel..gather all the things at the end of the day and pour them out into the paper like the ink in the pen..it's still like smsing and calling...like calling dear..but juz that the answer will come onli after some waiting..juz some...coz i got an answer already..or maybe i can call it a reply..juz some waiting..i juz hope that the days that i can sms dear and call dear will be back someday soon...for now..i'll juz wait...~i miss you dear..~~~

Backstreet Boys - Back To Your Heart

2006-11-08T00:15:00.000+08:00

It's not that I can't live without you
It's just that I don't even want to try
Every night I dream about you
Ever since the day we said goodbye
If I wasn't such a fool
Right now I'd be holding you
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
Baby if I only knew

The words to say, The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do, To get to you
And find a way back to your heart

I don't know how it got so crazy
But I'll do anything to set things right
Cause your love is so amazing
Baby you're the best thing in my life
Let me prove my love is real
And made you feel the way I feel
I promise I would give the world
If only you would tell me girl

The words to say, The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do, To get to you
And find a way back to your heart

Give me one more chance
Give me one more chance
Give my love to you, give my love, my love
Cause no one on this earth loves you like I do,
Tell me

The words to say, The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do, To get to you
And find a way back to your heart

I turn back time, To make you mine
And find a way back to your heart
I beg and plead, Fall to my knees
To find a way back to your heart

The words to say, The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do, To get to you
And find a way back to your heart

Back to your heart...

One More Week..~

2006-11-02T09:47:00.000+08:00

It's going to be one more week before dear's visit..~Seems a long while more..but its going to juz the blink of my eyes and it'll be over...and i'll be back on wednesday but a week later...there is a poster here where i sit in my office..a motivational...and it says "Don't count the days, Make the days count..~" It's juz well said...i don't know how to do it exactly...but i've did it unknowingly for quite a few days during the past 2months..it's the part where u juz slow down to see what you've done during the night and the day passes without u knowing...and i did juz that...but u start counting the days when u realise that u are looking at the clock and counting the dates before the weekend reaches u..or waiting for a certain dates to come closer...deep in the night i would scroll the phone book in my phone..looking at the names...thinking of someone to call...or juz thinking of calling someone..but u continue scrolling down...from A to B...to F...to R...to the end of the phonebook and lay down the phone onli to realise that u have no one to call to...waiting for someone to call...waiting for the phone to ring...the phone is juz in front of u..in a place where u can spot it ringing easily..and u get back to what u was doing...but u find urself stealing glances at the phone every min juz to check if it rang...the reflection of the light mades u look at it..thinking that it might realli be the phone lighting up...but it's not..it's juz the reflection of the lights...then suddenly it rings..but u juz know that it's not that something that u've been waiting for..ring after ring...it never comes in...juz silence that fill ur mind..fill ur heart..when emptiness covers u completely..going to sleep will never be as warm as knowing that the someone is there giving u the warmth..u cover urself with the thick blanket thinking that it's the aircon blowing u cold...but it never goes away..it stays..u try to cuddle to comfort..but u doubt it existed..juz a fairy tale...juz a fairy tale..eyes close and u thought u saw her...but she's somewhere else...i wish i could drift away in my sleep...drift to her...drift to her......~

Half Half...~

2006-10-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

Time is passing without mi knowing...it's been 2 months already...maybe i've been looking too hard..it's been 2 months onli...it's 4 more months to go dear..~hang on there..~~it's coming to the 4th visit now..~i think it's on the 1st of november..~this coming wednesday..~i think the best thing so far is the letter message from dear...it is the best thing and the onli one that made mi smile so wide in a long long time..~thank you dear...thank you jess..~~i wonder...juz wonder...how dear is going to be like this wednesday and if she does say anything...what will she say...~i hope she receive some letters that i sent after the last visit..~and that she will a little little things to say to mi...but again..juz hope...~most of all...i juz hope that she's alright and she's holding up...~i'm juz feeling half half today...nothing seems to be complete today...all i can think about is dear...i miss dear so much so much so much...i love you dear...i love u very very very much..~~

Letter Message To..Me..~

2006-10-28T03:46:00.000+08:00

I've juz received a mail from Jess...~Dear has received some of my letters..~~and she has written a small portion of her letter to mi..~~!!!!hahaa...i feel like diving right into my next letter now...~picking up the pen and start writing..~but i got to hold it till tomorrow..~but i've so many things to write now already..~so many things that i wan to tell her...and so much thanks that i wanna tell Jess..~~Thank you Jess..~~~~at least dear got a few of my letters...~but it's still the incomplete set...i'll keep on writing...hope that she'll start receiving more and more letters...i also wrote my address on every single letter since the last visit...but she will onli receive it about today or later..~i'm single...no gf...i'm sorry...sorry for the things that i do..the stupid things that i did...letting dear go...and i'm realli hoping that dear will come back to mi...i realli hope u can come back to mi dear...i know by the time u are reading this blog entry..it'll be a long time from now...but i'll still mean the same thing and it'll never change..~if u could still be considering it..pls come back to mi dear..~i don't know what else i could write here for now..coz i'm juz too happy...and i'll wan to write the letter first...i'll be back soon to write the next entry again...~

I Love You Dear..~~I Love You..~~

Keep Writing...~

2006-10-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

I'm going to keep writing...it's not going to stop mi or what...i didn't try so much to stop now..no one saw this coming..God sneezed..i'm not going to let everything juz go like that..it was no one's fault other than mi..Dear is still waiting for more letters and her days are still hard to pass..everyday is still going to be the same..coz for the past 2 months..nothing has changed...

i have to pick myself up...it's juz a few letters..juz have to start where i left off...i'll rewrite some things that i wrote in the other letters so that dear will be more updated or will not feel weird when i talk about some things...it's juz a pen and a paper...they are going to make a big difference to dear..no price and no time too great to use...

dear..pls wait for my letters...i'm still trying...don't give up on mi...and ur postcards are coming too...~i've got some realli cute ones for u...~if u didn't get the baby's ones..i'll try again...i'll try harder..~

I love you very very much dear..~

God Sneezed..~

2006-10-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

i guess God sneezed...and i was slapped right in the face...what do i do now...~

i received the postcards that i got from ebay for dear..it's from The Dog collection..8 of them in all...

Nothing in my mind except for the words i wan dear to hear...I love you...~

What am i suppose to do now..

2006-10-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

Juz got to know that dear didn't received any of my letters at all..i don't believe it...but truth is forever this sharp and hard...i guess it's juz mi again..it's always been mi...and i thought Mr Silly is silly...now i know Mr Stanley is silly...the most silly one...it's juz me...i brought it upon myself..i guess i'll juz have to restart all my letters again...i feel like a fool...all i wanted is to not let dear be so bored..but i ended up doing the opposite...y...

i called the place and enquired..they said all lyrics are rejected..i think jokes are rejected also...and i'm not sure what is rejected also..i tried asking..but the personnel got annoyed even before my second question...she said juz normal things will do...what are normal things..~?if 0 letters reach dear...their rules muz be really strict...so many things that i wanted to tell dear in all my letters all will be held till the end of her term...what will be the point of her getting to read it onli after 6 months...everything would have worn off and meaningless after so long...what am i suppose to write now...it's so stupid of mi..i'm like the kid...a helpless kid stuck in the middle of nowhere..

there are so many things that might have meant something if dear read it back 1month ago...but i think it's too late...what am i suppose to write now...?i'm starting from nowhere..i couldn't find where to start after thinking about it for a whole day..what do i say to dear...someone pls scold mi...and get mi out of this situation..coz i'm dumbfolded... x(

Always Trying..~

2006-10-15T07:13:00.000+08:00

Well...at last i've done up dear's blog..it's totally baby's blog..whole thing is baby..hahaa...hope dear will like this one...~i spent a straight 6hours planning and doing out the whole thing...took mi quite some brain juice to get it to work..in fact..i spent a XL pail of brain juice..wow huh...lolz..but luckily i pulled it off...the background is from one of the postcards that i did for dear..juz did a very very little bit of editing..the rest is all calculations and looking at codes and words..hasn't sleep since last night after i got home from writing my letter at coffee bean and a interaction corner near my house..then i worked from then 1.30am till now..

The pictures...first one is the file that i use for putting everything that i use to write my letters..and u can see the postcards through the cover..and the chinese lyrics..there's quite a few of them inside..juz in case i don't have any when i need to write my letters...kind of copy one lyrics full song for dear behind every letter that i send..so she could recall some songs if she's realli bored..all the songs that she knows..so it'll be juz nice for her..hahaa..~

The second one is a postcard that i found on yahoo auctions...it's like a postcard posted to mi..unsignificant to anyone else..but it maybe mean something to dear..and to mi it means realli a lot...something that may make dear smile...hahaa...hope u do dear..~!! :)

The third one..the postcard revealed..a cesar postcard..er...it's not about the cesar..if i could i'll liquid-paper away that thing...hahaa...coz it gives the wrong idea if u know what i mean..but it'll spoilt the whole postcard...heez..~onli things i'll put on the postcard is dear's name, her message, the address, and the most important thing..the passport of the postcard..The Stamp..~

-The Republic of Cesar Postcard Senders-

***The Sender of this postcard requests all authorities to allow this cesar postcard to be sent respectively without delay or hindrance and, if necessary, to give all assistance and protection.***

Lolz...anyway..i need comments or ideas for this new blog design..if anyone of u is reading this..please please please tag it on the chatterbox..~?thank you..~! ;P

Sometimes...

2006-10-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

Sometimes..i feel so sad..so cropped up in everything..when i don't know how u're feeling..i don't know how u are..i don't know almost everything..i wish time could pass faster..i wish i didn't have to go through those days that i need u like i need the sun in the day and the warmth in the night..i feel so stressed up about nothing..there seems to be nothing that i should be stressed up about..but stress still comes creeping into mi..i miss u so much everyday..and u are on my mind all day..i feel like someone who's praying alone..how long can i hang on to this prayer before i break down in tears..i'm sitting in a room with 4 walls and nothing else..closing in on mi everyday..the onli one who is opening doors is you..but all i have are memories of u..i was told that it will feel like that..but i never knew that it was so much for mi to take..even the strongest man give way to love..even the strongest man kneel down in the grasp of time..even the strongest man lose his pride to tears..deep within a room where no one else rest..a man kneels quietly..eyes closed..tears flowing..where no one could see..where onli God and him knows his secret..the secret of love..

Keeping dates...

2006-10-10T00:48:00.000+08:00

Everyday passes so quickly when i look at the calendar of mine..eahc day i post out a letter..count the number of letters and make markings on the calendar of mine..when i look back..it looks like juz a short time..but it never was easy to get through each day..it's not the letters..it's not the writing..it's the thought of dear that makes each day slow down to a halt..when i think of her..the world feels like it stopped revolving..the more i wish for the day to come..the slower time seems to pass...it muz be juz mi......coz the rest of the world seems to be undisturbed by mi...if i had juz one wish.......

I miss you dear...~~

101 Dalmatians Postcards...~

2006-10-08T02:05:00.000+08:00

Well...i did a little shopping for postcards on friday when i got to know that dear wans postcards..hard ones...i realli didn't know where to find them until my colleague told mi some shops that sold them..they were all movie postcards...hope dear wouldn't mind about it..101 Dalmatians, Chicken Little, Madagascar, and Brother Bear...all animals..~~!!dear kinda likes animals...so i juz thought of animals while i was choosing...i call jess for some help..but she didn't realli know also...so...here i am...i know dear loves dogs...so 101 Dalmatians is the biggest catch this time..it's realli an old old old movie...and i found the set of postcards in an old old old shop...even the shop keeper looks old old old..it came in a set of 28 postcards...all Dalmatians...hope it'll be juz nice for u dear..~i've already started mailing them to u dear..u'll be able to receive them soon..~~Hang on and give it a little time dear..~~ Love you very very much..~~ ;)

Age Is A Funny Thing

2006-10-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. How old are you?... "I'm four and a half "... You're never 36 and a half... you're four and a half going on five!

That's the key. You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number. How old are you? "I'm gonna be 16." You could be 12, but you're gonna be 16.

And then the greatest day of your life happens... you become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony... you BECOME 21.. YES!!!

But then you turn 30... ooohhh what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk... He TURNED, we had to throw him out. There's no fun now.

What's wrong?? What changed?? You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40... stay over there, it's all slipping away...

You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, you're PUSHING 40, you REACH 50... and your dreams are gone.

Then you MAKE IT to 60... you didn't think you'd make it!!!!

So you BECOME 21, you TURN 30, you're PUSHING 40, you REACH 50, you MAKE IT to 60... then you build up so much speed you HIT 70!

After that, it's a day by day thing. After that, you HIT Wednesday... You get into your 80's, you HIT lunch. You TURN 4:30, my grandmother won't even buy green bananas... it's an investment you know, and maybe a bad one.

And it doesn't end there... into the 90's you start going backwards... I was JUST 92...

Then a strange thing happens. If you make it over 100, you become a little kid again... "I'm 100 and a half!!!!"

In the middle of the night..

2006-10-02T02:27:00.000+08:00

Why does it ache so much in the middle of the night..why is my heart so sour...it's 2am in the morning..monday morning..and all i should be doing right now is resting my head on the pillow..deep in my sleep..but memories and thoughts awake mi..they run like the wild..spreading and bringing memories and heartaches to mi..i have a major event in 6hrs...and all i can think of is u dear..i still can't fall asleep..it's cold in my room..cold in my bed..even when my blanket is covering me..no..it's not the aircon..no i'm not falling sick..it muz be my heart..it's not doing its job..it's not beating right..the cold is not coming from around mi..coz i'm feeling cold inside mi..is it loneliness..?being all alone..?juz mi..?no matter how i couch...no matter how i try to keep myself warm..i juz feel the cold inside of mi..i wish i could cry..i wish i could juz close my eyes and never feel it again..but it's not going away until u are here to hold mi close..it's cold...it's so cold...........

Project Baby

2006-10-01T01:38:00.000+08:00

Dear's missing baby very much...and we're all doing what we can do get baby's pictures to her..we've got the postcards ready for the next visit..but jess received the postcards and said that it doesn't realli look like postcards..not sure if it'll pass the system or not..and if it doesn't pass it..the next time we can try anything will be in another 2 weeks time..well..i tried another stunt..putting baby into a stamp..well it should look more casual to the people there..but this is the onli thing left to do i guess..or else the last resort will be putting baby into a magazine and giving it directly to dear..but that'll realli take a lot of work..or tricks to pull it off...well...i hope the stamps one work though...dear..we're trying...trying all we can..hang on there my dear...~

i love you...~

Postcards Voodoos..~

2006-09-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

Postcards are ready and i've collected them this afternoon..the lady who did the printing for mi said that baby was very pretty...~well...i don't know how to describe...but now i know that it's the who in the picture that matters..hope it brings baby to u dear..~

And i got something else for u...remember the original voodoo on ur phone that i broke the other time...~~?i'm realli realli sorry for breaking it...i went around looking for the same one...but i juz couldn't find it..so i got these 2...they're love-theives...getting back lost love and stealing their heart...well...one of them is urs.....the other one..is mine..coz i wanna steal ur heart dear..~hope they works..~ ;P

Letter...

2006-09-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

It's 12 in the night and i've juz sealed the letter in the envelope. Write down the instructions and the directions that the letter will be taking, put on a stamp, and soon i'll be on my way to the postbox where the letter will take its first step to reaching my dear. The same postbox that i've been visiting for the past 20days. It seems so familiar to mi now, the postbox that i never thought i would want to put one letter in it everyday. It's like putting medicine to a sickness, faith and hope that it will be cured one day and i'll never have to face the sickness again. Could i seal myself into the envelope and mail myself to you...~? The book of foolscape paper seems so thick and there are tens of pages, everyday i fill each page up with words from my heart that i wan you to hear, tear them out and fold it up carefully so that u would receive it juz the way i mail it. I wish i could see u right now, i wish i could hold u now, i wish i never have to write them in a piece of paper, i wish i could tell them to u in a whisper to ur ears. I'm reaching out to u with all that i have now. I miss you dear, i miss you so much.

Postcards

2006-09-24T15:50:00.000+08:00

okie...i finally got the postcards ready...or i mean the pictures i'm going to send to jess for the postcards ready...took mi quite some time to think how it would look more commerical-postcard like...i wouldn't wan the personnel to send back and state that pictures are not allowed...well till now..i hasn't put any pictures in my letters...so this postcard thing that jess is going to do is reall going to be a big leap of faith that some human is still left in the personnel over at the authorities...jess..~any comments or changes u think can make it better..~?or anyone..~?

May God Speed the postcards to my dear..~

王力宏 - Forever Love

2006-09-24T00:42:00.000+08:00

O~~~

爱你,
不是因为你的美和影
我越来越爱你,
每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever
才了解自己,
未来这些日子
要好好珍惜

爱我
有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我
不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边
像微风深情
温柔的安抚,
我的不安定
所以我要
每年研究你的笑容
Wo~~
多么自然

Forever Love Forever Love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,
你会是所有
幸福的理由

爱情,
是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化
我的不安定
不可思议
证明我爱你的理由
Wo~~
多么自然

Forever Love Forever Love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,
你会是所有
幸福的理由

你感动的眼睛,
我沉默的声音,
仿佛就是最好的证明
就让我再说一次
I love you ~~
Oh~~
直到永远
Oh~~

Forever Love Forever Love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,
你会是所有
幸福的理由

Forever Love...
Forever Love...
Forever Love...

SOS Cats..~

2006-09-21T10:16:00.000+08:00

It's thursday already...so soon..juz yesterday i got to hear about dear hazel again after 2 weeks since last last friday..~and this time i'm getting to blog for her..thank you my dear..~i'll try my best to blog for ya and hope it won't overlap what i wrote in my letters to you..and i'll write what i have in my mind..~~ :) well..jess told mi that you hasn't received any letters yet..i didn't know that the letter would take so long to process for them...i juz hope they can start screening the letters faster and get the letters to you..or else it'll be so hard for u to pass time in there..i realli hope that you're alright dear..~we're all doing what we can to get baby to u..~so hang on dear..~~

about the title..i saw a piece of news today..it's kind of funny..coz a stray cat is dye completely orange with permanent dye..and from the picture it looks kind of cute..orange cat..u all should check it out...straits times home section today..~

Be strong, we're all right here with u dear..~

Sinking heart

2006-08-29T03:24:00.000+08:00

Its my big day........ Hahahahahahahahahaha YA big day it is time to go report when the sun is out. I dunno wat will happened of coz hope tat i will be ok! There r so many thing in my mind so much things to say but i dunno how to start so im not going to write anything. So heres my apology to all those ppl who wasted their time to n read. Sorry thats all folks see u next time. Take care i love u all

My Silence

2006-08-20T01:05:00.000+08:00

My silence doesn't mean i FORGET u,My DISAPPEARENCE doesn't mean i don't care about u...... ..... ALL OF U ARE ALWAYS IN MY H.E.A.R.T.. Frenz & Sisters forever

黑！泥号妈?

2006-08-20T00:43:00.000+08:00

黑！泥号妈? 泥载坐神末？油煤油箱窝？泥砍窝德化已有近布吗？窝薛了恒酒，泥补牙间拐，猪尼甜田块了，湾丝路易，公西法菜！读懂算你厉害!!!! P/s change th ncoding to "unicode (UTF-8) to read the chinese wordings ty.

A Negro attended a night party without wearing anything. The host thought he was in black suit & told : " UR DRESS IS NICE BU THE TIE IS IN THE WRONG PLACE...."